reverse..reverse..

if only there is a reverse gear on the clock..

or maybe just a stop/pause button..

 STOP!!AT THIS VERY MOMENT..pls..

what if i never came here 3 years ago..

what if i never made the decisions..

what if i never started..

what if i never join taekwondo..

what if i never knew what is the importance of education..

what if i never knew what friendship is..

what if i never knew what is right and what is wrong..

what if i knew nothing other than sucking the milk bottle?

lolz..

that means i am back into being a small baby..

21 years ago..

i would not say that i regret for all that i have done..

in fact i am thankful for everything that happened..

good or bad..

i learn it. i experienced it myself.

it is part of learning.

yup..

i am just a little emo..XP

anyway..i feel left out..

there are so many events in ipoh this weekend..

and i don't even get to attend one of it..

i am working now..

no longer a kiddo..

sigh..

1. Seni Mempertahankan Diri Peringkat Kebangsaan at Stadium Indera Mulia

if i am not mistaken it involve all types of martial arts..

and of cause i am interested in taekwondo..

i was one of them in the team..

and now i can only see...nope..not even see..

sobs..

 *lost touch*

2. Bon Odori Ipoh...

yea..it is also held in ipoh this year..

shah alam and penang bon odori is over and last stop is in ipoh..

i miss all..

what a waste..
when i was in ipoh for holiday, bon odori at shah alam..

when i am at pj..bon odori at ipoh..

sobs

if only i'm in ipoh..

i can bring my parents over if they want..

i can go with my ji mui-s..small ling is back at home this weekend..

i can go with a lot of ipoh friends..

sobs..

  bye bye bon odori..

* not that i never attended any bon odori before..

its just the fun of attending it with friends..old friends that i am longing for...

sigh..don't wish to recall what else i am missing out..

i know there are few more events in ipoh..

just can't recall now..

oh by the way..i learned something new..via facebook..ahaks..

a friend of mine posted it..

it is a way to find out whether your laptop is a "male or female"

if the reader's voice is male voice then your laptop is male..and vice versa..

i feel its just the preset voice in the system..

try it if you are curious..

Step 1: Open "Notepad" 

Step 2: Key in CreateObject("SAPI.SpVoice").Speak"I love YOU"

Step3: Save as "i love you.vbs"

then click on the file, 

u will hear a voice saying "I LOVE YOU". 

Through the voice u will know whether your computer is a boy or girl.

* if you want the voice to say other sentences you can just change the words within the quotation mark..

Eg - CreateObject("SAPI.SpVoice").Speak"I want you to be mine forever" 

it is useful if you want to send voice file to your friends/special someone..^^

most important is you save it as vbs file..

ps - my circadian cycle gone haywire..lolz..it happens whenever i am working noon..my fault..XD

ps 2 : i put on weight..like finally..but at times i feel i need to diet..lolz

ps 3 : 如果我說, 愛我沒有如果..can i?

ps 4 : i am wearing scrubs suit at work..

and my colleague said i looked like mak cik jual nasi lemak with that cap on..*swt*

still learning how to put on that cap nicely..

ps 5 : there are a lot of new movies coming up..should i enter the contest?