lalalala..

yay..its friday again..

lalalalala..♥

this is not an ordinary friday..

its the last day of class before holiday starts..

wee..~~~

don't know why nowadays i am so excited about fridays..

over-stressed?playful?
lolz..seriously i wonder why..

3 years of diploma was happy-go-lucky all the way through..

but 6 months course can make me die standing..??

hahahaha

may God bless me..

=)

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miss my doggies very muchie..

*geram* can't wait to go back and hug them..♥♥

i failed =/

i failed to keep my "mc free" goal..

=/

if you are lost..maybe you can read this post ..

sigh..

i tried so hard and do what ever that i can to keep myself healthy..

chicken burger..chicken burger..you spoiled my plan!!

huhuhuhu..

i'm not stating chicken burger from which fast food restaurant..

it was from my own analysis that the burger made me sick..

i got no proof you see..

nobody can certify cause of food poisoning unless you are so free to take specimens for investigation..

based on signs and symptoms after i ate the burger..

indigestion for 6 hours..

can you believe it?my stomach still full after eating for 6 hours...obviously something was not right..

(i'll get hungry after 2 hours le..hahah..shy ne..)

then i had headache + giddy 

brain cells told me..maybe i was too tired doing assignment..

shall sleep..

went to bed early..

2 am..woke up..still giddy..sigh..

turn to my right side..

sudden gush of salivation..*swallow swallow*

cannot..ran to the toilet..

bbllaa...*vomit++++*

sigh..

i think it was about 4-5 years since i last vomit..

and i never like vomiting..

retching of my throat and esophagus..

*eerrr..*

like usual..after vomit will always feel better..

so i bathed and slept off..

next day..can't even sit up..

huhuhu..then..diarrhea..

sigh..

end up taking mc again..

was given intravenous(IV) medication, then i felt much better..

burger oh burger..

please be good the next time i eat you..

guess i won't touch you anytime soon..

*praying hard no more sickness..*

ps : need to go buang sueh ar..so bad this year..sigh...

ps 2 : i love IV med..cure whatever symptoms quick enough..hehee..i will always pray for seniors to inject on me..less pain and no bruises.. XD

back to class..

after working for a year..i am finally back to class again..hahha

college and hospital accepted my application to further studies in post basic in intensive care nursing..

initially i wanted it so badly..

then my human resource management was totally slow and did not respond to my application..

then there were external factors which made me reconsider again and again..

then i was hoping that my application is not approved..

hahahhaha..

then i checked with HR again as class is going to start soon..

and i was told that my application has been accepted..

wakakkaka..

and they gave me 2 stacks of contract for me to get my guarantors to sign..

yea..my contract extended for another 2 years..

sigh..

so..i am now officially a student again..

yea..i can use student card again..waaakaakakka..

having classes back in CON is so usual and routine to me..

i went through all that for 3 years and i am back for another 6 months..hahaha

but this time it is all about adult learning and being independent..

expectations from tutors are way more than last time..

peer pressure is even more intense..

somehow i can feel it..hahaha

my classmates are all super seniors with 3-8 years of experience in ICU..

whereas..mine..a year of experience..

may god bless me..

=)

i believe i can do it..with a little more initiative and enthusiasm..

lolz..

i need all the luck and guidance..

=)

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why do people often feel not being accepted by their friends?

is being accepted really important?

why change yourselves to suit what others want you to be?

(in the context of one's bad values, then a change is necessary..analyze what others comment before doing anything..)

what if the change is not something good to yourself?

in another word..

why must others change to follow the so-called leader of the group?

just because they gossip and stab the person if he/she does not follow along?

then change your group of friends..

friends should accept friends as who they are and not change them into what they want him/her to be..

i do agree with mother theresa..

"if you start judging someone, you will be having no time to love.."

ps : after 2 weeks..i'm actually missing working life..hahahah..