life..

life is so fragile..

its like chipsmore - now you see now you don't..

working in ICU made me so immune to deaths.

(yea..i sound like a heartless freak.)

i have a patient who came in early in the morning for heart attack..

i was talking with him during nursing rounds..

he was answering well and claimed much better at that moment..

then we sent him for a procedure..

half way through the procedure..he collapsed..

resuscitate..

resuscitate..

and he left..

he was admitted only for 3 hours..

then..he is gone..

so fast..

life..

my hands helped a lot of people and also sent a lot of people..

from new year till now..

i have seen 4 people who left in front of my eyes..

28 days which round up to 1 person each week?

gosh..

*the amount exclude people who left not during my working time..>.<

now i believe what my mom once told me when i was a kid..

"at this very moment..out there, there are new life who came to the world..

and there are also people who die of health problems and old age.."

God is so great..

He choose to give us life, hope and love..

He also decides when we shall leave and where we go afterlife..

May all the souls rest in peace and be in a better place without sufferings..

people out there who read this post..

please be conscious of your own health..

please..if you feel unwell..sudden pain and discomfort..

please do step forward to seek medical treatment early..

no matter what time..hospital is always open for you to seek medical treatment..

love yourself..save yourself...

your family members are waiting for you at home..

they wish to see you alive and talking with them..

cherish every moment you have with them..