wasting my off day with facebook

i was looking through groups/pages that i joined in facebook..

then i saw PlKn KeM SeNtoSA>>SIri 4,KuMpuLAn 2,TahUn 2OO7,KoMpenI AlPhA4

the group is created by john if i'm not mistaken..

lolz..anyway..thanks for creating 1 and gather all the members back..

=)

while i was browsing through the group posts..

i saw one video which made me smile..=)

plkn song that we sing a lot of times in kem..

and the background location of the video is the kem where i stayed during my service!!

all the fond memories just flashback..

night rounds that we do at night..

sleeping on tar road looking at the stars and moon..

missing home..lolz..

i remember i loved saturdays and sundays there..

its the time where my hp will be released back to me and we have outside religious talks..

we get to go out of kem and have nice vegetarian food..

*kem food is horrible..

which exposed me more to what buddism is about..

i have never attended any religious talks before..

i did learned something there..

though they spoke mandarin..and i struggled through to understand..

hahaha..friends were nice enough to translate for me..=D

those were the days..

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yea..i forgot to do something..

my friend is looking for someone with conditions as below..

who ever who thinks they fit the above..please leave me a message..

thank you..

XD

life..

life is so fragile..

its like chipsmore - now you see now you don't..

working in ICU made me so immune to deaths.

(yea..i sound like a heartless freak.)

i have a patient who came in early in the morning for heart attack..

i was talking with him during nursing rounds..

he was answering well and claimed much better at that moment..

then we sent him for a procedure..

half way through the procedure..he collapsed..

resuscitate..

resuscitate..

and he left..

he was admitted only for 3 hours..

then..he is gone..

so fast..

life..

my hands helped a lot of people and also sent a lot of people..

from new year till now..

i have seen 4 people who left in front of my eyes..

28 days which round up to 1 person each week?

gosh..

*the amount exclude people who left not during my working time..>.<

now i believe what my mom once told me when i was a kid..

"at this very moment..out there, there are new life who came to the world..

and there are also people who die of health problems and old age.."

God is so great..

He choose to give us life, hope and love..

He also decides when we shall leave and where we go afterlife..

May all the souls rest in peace and be in a better place without sufferings..

people out there who read this post..

please be conscious of your own health..

please..if you feel unwell..sudden pain and discomfort..

please do step forward to seek medical treatment early..

no matter what time..hospital is always open for you to seek medical treatment..

love yourself..save yourself...

your family members are waiting for you at home..

they wish to see you alive and talking with them..

cherish every moment you have with them..

before and after..

what difference do you notice in me?physically?

notice anything?

minus the pimple which appears at the forehead on the left 

and pimple at the chin on the right..=.=

yes?no?

hint :

look at my cheeks..

notice it?

i guess i lost about 30-40 % of my baby fat after coming to kl..

part of me is actually happy that i managed to loss those fat..

part of me is actually worried..

you must be thinking why am i worried that i lost the baby fat at cheeks..

i was looking back at my collection of photos..

then suddenly something strucked me..

i was thinking why am so prone to sickness and pimples growing more nowadays..

then my tummy "growled"..

then i just remembered that i have not taken dinner yet..

and all i had for brunch was just nasi lemak with 2 small slices of cucumber and quarter hard-boiled egg..

sigh..

i realized nowadays i drank less water as well..lack of sleep..and low urine output too..

bad bad bad..getting very very unhealthy..

time to change lifestyle..

a friend of mine said i am not firm enough in certain matters..

that contributed to my lack of sleep..lolz..

long time since i last heard the word "firm"..

old memories of school came back to me..hahhahaa

anyway..i think i know what i am doing..

thanks for the concern..

=)

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how bout this?notice any difference in style?personality?

lolz..

an old friend of mine claimed i was more innocent and sincere when i was young..

i don't know..

but one thing for sure..how i behave now is the effect of things i experienced all these years..

at least i am not doing any harm to anyone..

but i do offend people at times..

sorry..

ps : i am quite excited to go home for cny..collect ang pau..hahah..

ps 2 : should i dye or highlight my hair?hehehe

ps 3 : i am seriously worn out..i am sorry if i did not reply any messages or calls..

me need a break..me no robot..

-chao-

friendship is about acceptance..

why judge and change them to be like you and do not accept them the way they are?

they are unique with different upbringing, personality and attitude..

do you wish to be judged as well?

don't do it on others if you do not wish others do the same to you..

cheers ^.^

random..

 

home is all about food n rest..^^

i went home last weekend..it was an unplanned off + combined public holidays..

initially i was thinking whether to go home or not..

wasted a day in pj undecided..

tiredness after work made me so indecisive..hahha

after 13 hours of sleep..i had decided to go home..

lalala~~

so i was at home with totally no plans of what to do..

somehow the days passed so fast...

most of the time i was eating and sleeping..hahah

bak kut teh.. 

char keow teow..

noodles with yong tau fu liu..

wan tan mee..

laksa..

famous kai si hor fun..

prawn mee..

caramel custard *yummy*

mom's cooking..

went to Fok Heng kopitiam in Taman Ria and ate laksa with yong tau fu liu..
that place is famous for its home made red bean and corn ice blended..
other kopitiam cannot beat their home recipe..
usually i'll go for the noodle + yong tau fu liu + corn ice blended for supper..hehe
been eating this laksa for the past 9 years..(since i went for tuition at taman ria..hahhaa)
not to say the best laksa in ipoh..
but it is one of the shop that my dad will bring me to when i am craving for laksa..

that caramel custard was from Kong Heng kopitiam in old town ipoh..
this kopitiam is famous for all sorts of food..
popiah, laksa, caramel custard, chicken and pork satay, kai si hor fun..
anyone who have not been there..please drop by when you come to ipoh..
hahha..

ps - different people have different taste buds..

please try yourself and dont take my words and sue me when the food is not up to your expectations..
XP

another "major" thing i did was shop till i drop..

it has been so long since i last stepped in to Parade..

maybe a year ++..hoho..

(so i was pretty shocked to see each a cup has a branch there too..

kekeke..got my chocolate ice blended with pearls in ipoh too...^.^)

yea..so i am officially broke in the middle of the month..

gosh..

 

bubye 2010..

holla..i'm gonna blog bout the last week of 2010...

yup..i know its an outdated story..its already 3rd of 2011..

doesn't matter..

2010 did not really end as well as I thought..

i was down with viral fever and took 2 days MC before my year end holidays..

its been some time since i last fall sick that badly..

i was lethargic ++ and unable to move..

never eat for the whole day and was put on drip..

almost admitted..gosh..

i felt much better after the drip and was allowed to go home..

the duration of "felt much better" was really short..30minutes..that is it..

right after i walked out of e-room and waiting for my medicine..

every symptoms came back (body aches++, nausea, giddiness, fever) 

omg..

i was lucky to have a mini to accompany me back home safely..

and i landed on the bed..flat and unconscious..

i slept almost the whole day..and woke up at about 12mn..

where wai kuan and mini came to my room with a bowl of porridge..

*touched*

i would say i am really blessed and lucky to have them..
not forgetting pei yee and fui ping for the little deeds..

BIG FAT THANK YOU!!

i was much better the next morning..

thanks to all the tender loving care given by them..=)

priceless..

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on 28th dec..celebrated tze yee's birthday with a small surprise party..

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TZE YEE!!

she just came back from holiday in CHINA..

syok dao..came back so many presents on her bed..

*present from housemates..MorMor Shawl

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went home the next day..

mom cooked crab helped by dad..

*bliss*

went out for movie with them too..

watched Tron Legacy..1 word..yeng..

hahha..all the effects were pretty cool..

me likey..dad not really..mom did not comment much..

hahah

then, as usual..mom and dad will always try to make me fat by cooking/buying me nice food..

all about food and yum cha ne..

=.=

then went out with yinz on new year's eve..

its been so long since i went out with her..

watched guiliver's travels..

not bad..funny..

went out with cousin sister..

yum cha in strawberry moment..

then we walked around the whole De Garden..

finally after so long..

my first time, her don't know how many times..hahha

went out with aunties..and ffk few friends..few friends ffk me too..

then something happened..

bugged me throughout my holiday..

wakakaka..

things happen for a reason..

shall just accept things as it is..

i was quite upset about it..

life goes on..

at the end of 2010..
i wished that certain things can be erased and let bygone be bygone..

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say hello to zizi and zuzu (from left to right)..

my bro's doggies..

furry and cute..love to lick people's face..hahha

especially zuzu..as long as he haven't lick you on the face..

he will jump and jump and try to lick..

haha

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positive thinking..

i never knew what positive thinking is all about before i join taekwondo..

teachers don't teach it in school too..

hahaha

my sir is another great guy who taught me a lot of things..

^.^

*counting my blessings*

yup..strongly agree..

when you believe you can..

you can..

even if you don't reach perfection..

you reach excellence..

yay..half full..a little bit more to be full..

o.O

something new..

bad memories too?

come come..*chuck and flush*

why still there?

*flush flush flush*

sigh..

ah im..face the fact..

 smile because it happened..

if it does not happen then i lose the opportunity to learn something new..

=)

current song..
Linkin Park - Waiting for the end..



This is not the end
This is not the beginning,
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violent rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something empty's within 'em

We say Yeah!
With fists flying up in the air
Like we're holding onto something
That's invisible there,
'Cause we're living at the mercy of
The pain and the fear
Until we dead it, Forget it,
Let it all disappear.

Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It's out of my control....

Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It's hard to let you go...

(Oh!) I know what it takes to move on,
(Oh!)I know how it feels to lie,
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got

Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last,
I wish it wasn't so...

(Oh!) I know what it takes to move on,
(Oh!)I know how it feels to lie,
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got

What was left when that fire was gone?
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it's like moving on
And i don't even know what kind of things I've said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
So, picking up the pieces, now where to begin?
The hardest part of ending Is starting again!!

All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what i haven't got...

This is not the end
This is not the beginning,
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violet rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something empty's within 'em
(Holding on to what i haven't got)

We say Yeah!
With fists flying up in the air
Like we're holding onto something
That's invisible there,
'Cause we're living at the mercy of
The pain and the fear
Until we dead it, Forget it,
Let it all disappear
(Holding on to what i haven't got!)