before and after..

what difference do you notice in me?physically?

notice anything?

minus the pimple which appears at the forehead on the left 

and pimple at the chin on the right..=.=

yes?no?

hint :

look at my cheeks..

notice it?

i guess i lost about 30-40 % of my baby fat after coming to kl..

part of me is actually happy that i managed to loss those fat..

part of me is actually worried..

you must be thinking why am i worried that i lost the baby fat at cheeks..

i was looking back at my collection of photos..

then suddenly something strucked me..

i was thinking why am so prone to sickness and pimples growing more nowadays..

then my tummy "growled"..

then i just remembered that i have not taken dinner yet..

and all i had for brunch was just nasi lemak with 2 small slices of cucumber and quarter hard-boiled egg..

sigh..

i realized nowadays i drank less water as well..lack of sleep..and low urine output too..

bad bad bad..getting very very unhealthy..

time to change lifestyle..

a friend of mine said i am not firm enough in certain matters..

that contributed to my lack of sleep..lolz..

long time since i last heard the word "firm"..

old memories of school came back to me..hahhahaa

anyway..i think i know what i am doing..

thanks for the concern..

=)

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how bout this?notice any difference in style?personality?

lolz..

an old friend of mine claimed i was more innocent and sincere when i was young..

i don't know..

but one thing for sure..how i behave now is the effect of things i experienced all these years..

at least i am not doing any harm to anyone..

but i do offend people at times..

sorry..

ps : i am quite excited to go home for cny..collect ang pau..hahah..

ps 2 : should i dye or highlight my hair?hehehe

ps 3 : i am seriously worn out..i am sorry if i did not reply any messages or calls..

me need a break..me no robot..

-chao-

friendship is about acceptance..

why judge and change them to be like you and do not accept them the way they are?

they are unique with different upbringing, personality and attitude..

do you wish to be judged as well?

don't do it on others if you do not wish others do the same to you..

cheers ^.^

random..

 

home is all about food n rest..^^

i went home last weekend..it was an unplanned off + combined public holidays..

initially i was thinking whether to go home or not..

wasted a day in pj undecided..

tiredness after work made me so indecisive..hahha

after 13 hours of sleep..i had decided to go home..

lalala~~

so i was at home with totally no plans of what to do..

somehow the days passed so fast...

most of the time i was eating and sleeping..hahah

bak kut teh.. 

char keow teow..

noodles with yong tau fu liu..

wan tan mee..

laksa..

famous kai si hor fun..

prawn mee..

caramel custard *yummy*

mom's cooking..

went to Fok Heng kopitiam in Taman Ria and ate laksa with yong tau fu liu..
that place is famous for its home made red bean and corn ice blended..
other kopitiam cannot beat their home recipe..
usually i'll go for the noodle + yong tau fu liu + corn ice blended for supper..hehe
been eating this laksa for the past 9 years..(since i went for tuition at taman ria..hahhaa)
not to say the best laksa in ipoh..
but it is one of the shop that my dad will bring me to when i am craving for laksa..

that caramel custard was from Kong Heng kopitiam in old town ipoh..
this kopitiam is famous for all sorts of food..
popiah, laksa, caramel custard, chicken and pork satay, kai si hor fun..
anyone who have not been there..please drop by when you come to ipoh..
hahha..

ps - different people have different taste buds..

please try yourself and dont take my words and sue me when the food is not up to your expectations..
XP

another "major" thing i did was shop till i drop..

it has been so long since i last stepped in to Parade..

maybe a year ++..hoho..

(so i was pretty shocked to see each a cup has a branch there too..

kekeke..got my chocolate ice blended with pearls in ipoh too...^.^)

yea..so i am officially broke in the middle of the month..

gosh..

 

bubye 2010..

holla..i'm gonna blog bout the last week of 2010...

yup..i know its an outdated story..its already 3rd of 2011..

doesn't matter..

2010 did not really end as well as I thought..

i was down with viral fever and took 2 days MC before my year end holidays..

its been some time since i last fall sick that badly..

i was lethargic ++ and unable to move..

never eat for the whole day and was put on drip..

almost admitted..gosh..

i felt much better after the drip and was allowed to go home..

the duration of "felt much better" was really short..30minutes..that is it..

right after i walked out of e-room and waiting for my medicine..

every symptoms came back (body aches++, nausea, giddiness, fever) 

omg..

i was lucky to have a mini to accompany me back home safely..

and i landed on the bed..flat and unconscious..

i slept almost the whole day..and woke up at about 12mn..

where wai kuan and mini came to my room with a bowl of porridge..

*touched*

i would say i am really blessed and lucky to have them..
not forgetting pei yee and fui ping for the little deeds..

BIG FAT THANK YOU!!

i was much better the next morning..

thanks to all the tender loving care given by them..=)

priceless..

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on 28th dec..celebrated tze yee's birthday with a small surprise party..

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TZE YEE!!

she just came back from holiday in CHINA..

syok dao..came back so many presents on her bed..

*present from housemates..MorMor Shawl

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went home the next day..

mom cooked crab helped by dad..

*bliss*

went out for movie with them too..

watched Tron Legacy..1 word..yeng..

hahha..all the effects were pretty cool..

me likey..dad not really..mom did not comment much..

hahah

then, as usual..mom and dad will always try to make me fat by cooking/buying me nice food..

all about food and yum cha ne..

=.=

then went out with yinz on new year's eve..

its been so long since i went out with her..

watched guiliver's travels..

not bad..funny..

went out with cousin sister..

yum cha in strawberry moment..

then we walked around the whole De Garden..

finally after so long..

my first time, her don't know how many times..hahha

went out with aunties..and ffk few friends..few friends ffk me too..

then something happened..

bugged me throughout my holiday..

wakakaka..

things happen for a reason..

shall just accept things as it is..

i was quite upset about it..

life goes on..

at the end of 2010..
i wished that certain things can be erased and let bygone be bygone..

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say hello to zizi and zuzu (from left to right)..

my bro's doggies..

furry and cute..love to lick people's face..hahha

especially zuzu..as long as he haven't lick you on the face..

he will jump and jump and try to lick..

haha

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positive thinking..

i never knew what positive thinking is all about before i join taekwondo..

teachers don't teach it in school too..

hahaha

my sir is another great guy who taught me a lot of things..

^.^

*counting my blessings*

yup..strongly agree..

when you believe you can..

you can..

even if you don't reach perfection..

you reach excellence..

yay..half full..a little bit more to be full..

o.O

something new..

bad memories too?

come come..*chuck and flush*

why still there?

*flush flush flush*

sigh..

ah im..face the fact..

 smile because it happened..

if it does not happen then i lose the opportunity to learn something new..

=)

current song..
Linkin Park - Waiting for the end..



This is not the end
This is not the beginning,
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violent rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something empty's within 'em

We say Yeah!
With fists flying up in the air
Like we're holding onto something
That's invisible there,
'Cause we're living at the mercy of
The pain and the fear
Until we dead it, Forget it,
Let it all disappear.

Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It's out of my control....

Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It's hard to let you go...

(Oh!) I know what it takes to move on,
(Oh!)I know how it feels to lie,
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got

Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last,
I wish it wasn't so...

(Oh!) I know what it takes to move on,
(Oh!)I know how it feels to lie,
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got

What was left when that fire was gone?
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it's like moving on
And i don't even know what kind of things I've said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
So, picking up the pieces, now where to begin?
The hardest part of ending Is starting again!!

All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what i haven't got...

This is not the end
This is not the beginning,
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violet rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something empty's within 'em
(Holding on to what i haven't got)

We say Yeah!
With fists flying up in the air
Like we're holding onto something
That's invisible there,
'Cause we're living at the mercy of
The pain and the fear
Until we dead it, Forget it,
Let it all disappear
(Holding on to what i haven't got!)

=)

2010 is ending soon..in another 11 days..

what have i achieved this year?

hahaha..

come..lets begin with most recent ones..

- graduated from college..

- being employed after a week of completion of studies?hahahha..

yea..i am a contract worker..lolz

- able to be independent and give money to my parents..

- cook myself and my friends edible lunch/dinner..

yea..i don't cook at home..and i cook based on my on senses and memory of how the food taste like..

- try all sorts of things that i never did before..(eg. curl my hair..lolz..n etc..)

etc etc..

all these may seem to be minor achievements..

but somehow there were long stories and memories behind each of it..=)

should put it in another way..

i count my blessings..

 (exclude all the physical items that i own..)

i am grateful to have successfully graduated from college and officially a SRN now..

i have family members who are supportive in every way..

giving advices and opinions whenever i am in doubt..

helping me out whenever i need..

giving me tender loving care whenever i need..

and all the emotional and physical care that i needed..

a bunch of crazy housemates who are up for all sorts of entertainment and fun..

caring housemates who asked "what happened?" when i lock myself in the room..

and buy my food whenever i have nothing to eat or no outing plans..

good listeners who listens to all my complaints after work..

seniors who are willing to teach and guide me through in work..

friends who are open to share opinions..

friends who go extra miles to make me happy..

friends who think of me even when they are away..

and friends who accept me for who i am..

no matter what..

i am blessed..

all this is priceless to me..

thank you!!

=D

may God bless each and everyone who were kind enough to guide me through

and showered me with love all these years..

giving me hope and trust..

believing in me and giving me opportunities to shine..

=)

left out =(

i requested for off day this weekend..

wanted to attend friend's birthday party and go back hometown to de-stress..

i did not get what i requested and is assigned to work double shift!!

gosh..

blah..

to add on to it..half of my housemates will be attending the birthday party..

those who are not attending stays in kl..but they have their own plans..

i'm left alone..

working double~~

sobs..

on top of it..

my close pal went to indon for the weekend..

sobs sobs sobs..

nobody to message me..nobody to talk to me..nobody to go out with me..

*big fat frown*

blah blah blah..

the following weekend..my sister is going back home..

and i am still working..

=(

in need of chocolate ice blend..with pearls..

from "each a cup" or "cool blog"

*craving for it..*

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current song i like..

just a dream..

but i prefer jason chen & joseph vincent's version compared to nelly's version
XD

*fingers crossed* hopefully census remain low..
then maybe i can apply off and no need to do double shift..
heheheh