speechless..

initially i was pretty angry over bersih 2.0 vs government..

why must they choose on a date where it is my post night shift?

initial plan was to genting with my ji muis..

then leave not approved..cancelled..fine..

 then i got the news my auntie passed away on the night of the rally..

worse..wanted to go back home so badly..pending..pending..

till yesterday census low..my leave approved..

things back at home was not so good..

everyone was shocked with the news and taking it very badly..

though i'm used to it..(yea..i'm cold-blooded..i see it so frequent..)

but i felt helpless when all i can do was just give them a shoulder to cry on..
sigh..guess they will slowly accept the fact..

ok..back to bersih 2.0..

now i'm actually clear about what they are fighting for..

clean and fair electoral system..

yup..they hit it right at the point..

what is the point for the opposition party coming up with great plans for future and etc without a fair election?

and this is how the plan attracted people to join the rally..

not because they are against the government..(not all..some maybe..)

they just want to have a clean and fair result at the end of the day..

if everything is good..what is there to be afraid of?

calling it illegal rally but stating generally our country is a democratic country which accept rallies?

define illegal then..

all they did was just strolling in the city in a group..(with a cause in mind..)

wearing coloured t-shirt is not illegal..

freedom to walk is not illegal too..

why is there needs to have 1 big bunch of police and fru people to be around?

doesn't matter..catch all they want..

shout all they want..

but why shoot tear gas?why spray chemical water?

sigh..worse..into hospital..

published la how much you want saying police did not do that..

videos and photos are all the proofs..

even hundred and thousands of people at that time..

patients and nurses in the compound won't lie definitely..

all the lies will make people lose trust..

and cause more hatred..

we are no longer in the era where all we have for information is from newspaper and words of a man's mouth..

local printed newspaper might publish certain approved news..

but cyber world publish approved and unapproved news..

accept the fact..people keep growing..technologies improves..

you can lie to me now..you can't lie to me forever..

a death during the rally..

i just watched a video on what happened..

impossible people would edit the film just to tarnish police force..

what benefit do they gain?

i guess all the officers who cuffed his hand and watched him breathing his last breath will have nightmare everyday..

(or i shall pray hard for them to have it..)

because all they did was just stand there and watched while passerby tried to help..

but unfortunately..he passed away due to ignorance of these people..

sad..

sometimes when i heard that my friends get involved in fights..planning for fights..

(yea..i have dumbo friends too..they know it..)

i'll always be there bugging and begging..please..don't fight..i don't wish to see them injured..

yea..what is the point to fight?at the end injured..

and who suffer?not only them..nurses and doctors too...and family..

attending to them midnight..we are out to save people ..they are out to cause harm to people..

irritating species..

haha..

i guess my beloved malaysia is not gonna be in peace till the election..

even during and after election will be chaos..

hopefully no innocent life being sacrificed..

"ah po in heaven..please bless us..i don't want to dig a hole underground and hide.."