financial stress..

it has been weeks since i last updated my blog..

i am gonna whine all the way down in this long post..hahhahaha

if you are not in a good emotional state to read then i would advice you to leave first..

don't judge me and get frustrated just because of my post..

not worth it..

XD

ready?XD

okie..i have a very horrible budget this month..

everything seems to come to the end of life and additional expenses incurred without me expecting..

first..i am assigned for an attachment in UMMC for 5 weeks..

i am lucky to have my senior with me who drives..so she fetches me on daily basis..

except occasions where her bf needs the car..where he will drive us there..if he can't, we will have to take taxi..

to be fair to her..i paid her few hundreds for petrol and we shared parking fees..

*ka-ching*ka-ching*
food there is not cheap too..they have a lot of varieties in different food courts..

and some cashier just don't charge according to the price stated..hoho

maybe it was subjected to change without notice..hahha..

and with additional 6% gov tax.. =.="

then i was "cheated" into buying a crappy direct sales product by a doctor..

vitamin C which does not really help much..

initially i was told that it will be a sample for me to try..

see see..give me 1 whole bottle and told me the price..

and very obviously asking me to pay..

and it was not cheap..*ggrrr..*

then later told me if i don't want, i can return..even if it is already open..

problem is i have already eaten few tablets..

so i don't feel right to return back to her..

sigh..

i also have frequent short trips back home on weekends..

this is the only time for me to grab the opportunity to go back home to see my parents..

when i start to work back on shifts..i don't think i will get so many days off..

and sometimes i will rather stay in kl to sleep more..

traveling long journeys is tiring..

then my phone decided to die after a little "magnetic disturbance"

no la..it is just an excuse to make me feel better..

because coincidentally i was at MRI ante room (a room with lil magnetic field exposure)

and my phone went "cuckoo"..cannot detect battery charger..

system reset by itself..cannot be charged and cannot detect battery life..

it was not the first time system went haywire..

i sent that phone for repair under warranty for 3 times..

and now its the 4th..

so i decided to buy myself a new phone..

because it was beyond repair..i tried..

seriously the quality of phones of that brand is really going downhill..

and dad enforced and reenforced not to buy the same brand..hahha..

so i got myself samsung galaxy ace..

initially was torn in between galaxy mini and ace..

anyway..ace won the race..

people whom i consult all told me to get ace..hahahah

it comes with 2 cover..white and black..

but i prefer the black 1..the texture is different and looks nicer..hehehhe

like this..

heheh..

so far no complaints yet..

quite good..

only a big hole in my savings..

lucky i still have a little savings..

wait..now gone..

T.T

not forgetting..birthday month..

i have many friends and family birthday which falls on may..and december..

some are mandatory to give presents some not..>.<

mind you..i have no extra financial assistance..hhuhuhu

choose not to have..

people who don't know me always think i am kiam siap..

judge without thinking or analyzing..

if they have to go through what i go through..

i bet they will go borrow money from friends or get from parents..

hng..

not trying to say i am a good financial planner..

it is just that everyone have their own reason why things are done that way..

never judge a book by its cover..

never mind..i always believe in karma..

i sees how karma works and i have seen how some of them got double..

sound eerie rite?hahha..
sometimes feel so helpless till have to depend on karma..hahhaha

always be true to yourself and others..
like i have always said..treat others the way you want to be treated..
which also some of my friends think i am very silly to be kind to others..
which i don't think so..but they were once in their shoes..and they don't realize..
sigh..seeing many things in life made me think a lot..sigh..
sound so old and philosophical..

and latest misfortune..

my housemate accidentally banged my house gate yesterday..

gate damaged by the impact..luckily no one was injured..thank god..

that heavy metal gate will cause us a big hole too..

seriously thankful no one was injured because at the time of accident few of my housemates were outside just next to the car..

thank you so much god..

viva is a good solid car..
banged on a locked heavy metal gate still steady..hohoh..
bumper loose ne..

now i am dying for my next salary to be out..

this kind of economy with my current pay..i think i have to seriously reconsider my job..

but i love nursing..

sigh..

*may that baby have a peaceful journey* =(