facebook..

facebook is a very useful creation by Mark Zuckerberg

we can use it to keep in touch with friends..

get ourselves updated with latest new and happening..

(my friends always post newspaper articles on their page you see..lolz)

get updated on the results of sport games and special events..

share information for learning purpose in between group members..

(Eg: my post basic group page..^.^)

and many many more good use when it is used wisely..

but there are people who also misuse it such as..

post rumours which is for sure not true..

(every known or unknown people in friends list will be able to read and see..words will spread super fast..)

posting some stu*** obscene pictures just for the fun of irritating friends..

(never use cerebral cortex to think how bad it might cause to their friends..naive and silly people..)

and many many very subjective examples..

can't help it but to feel irritated in reading and viewing some unsightly comments and pictures..

some people just never think of consequences when posting so much personal information in this open world of internet..

not trying to say you have no freedom in how you use..

but at least to have a little conscience in what you do..

think twice before posting something unrelated to you..something which maybe private to others..

post your own stuff enough le..don't pull other people go die with you..%$&#

especially when you have a very good functional brains..IQ maybe higher than others..you should be able to use your cerebral cortex to analyze before you do nonsense..

i used to think..how good if all of us are like kids when we don't feel anything about saying the wrong things at the wrong time..just laugh at the error..

(mind you..its error..something you don't know its wrong..not mistake..something that you know its wrong but accidentally made the mistake..got difference there..)

but when i grow up..environment "forced and pushed" me to think before i do something..

i am still learning..and still a long way more to go..i bumped into hard walls and rocky roads a few times before..

cracked my skull and heart a little at times..

but i learned..and try not to repeat..

(thousand apologies to people that i've hurt before..thank you for telling me when i did wrong..your honesty and sharing made me learn..thank you..=))

hurt yourself only is better than hurting everyone else who are innocently being affected by your actions out of sudden...

still belief..karma will come back to all these people..

wait..wait..i shall sit and watch how far you can go..

wakakak..XP

yea..very obvious here that i am not facing the problem right?

not being kind to help out others like how others helped me?

ya ya..i know..

because this few brats are not worth telling..

they only think they are "the only thing" that exist in their world..

waste my saliva to talk only..

so i just "duck" it.. XD

ps : had a very bad day yesterday..all nonsense..but good enough to disturb my emotional balance..lolz..

"today will be better than yesterday"

Firdaus, 2011

lalala..

my life nowadays is so routine..

bound by all these piles of assignment which needs to be handed up soon..

part of me hoping that i can finish this course fast..

part of me wish that this course continues till when i am tired of studying..

hahahha..

i have fear in me..

thinking of the new expectations that my seniors will put on my shoulders when i am back to work..

my own expectations on my ownself..

and many many other things to think of..

please be reasonable in putting expectations on me..

i only have a year of experience..

then i'm out studying for 6 months..

i am still lack of practical experiences..

hahahhaa..

playing tai chi now..

*hua push to the left* don't expect so much from me..

*hua push to the right* i am still junior..

*hua push to front and back* i'm only 22..don't put so much burden on me..

hahhahahahaha..

but i am grateful that i have family who supports me..

friends who loves me..

and people who accept me for who i am..

nothing much to ask for..

=)

i am still praying for people around me to be happy..

friends who are still in their darkness moment of life..

friends who are still trying to overcome their own emotions..

friends who are still struggling to get what they want in life..

may God bless all of them and guide them through their obstacles..

thank you..=)

may my parents and family members be well and good in all ways..

hehehhe

just a little moment for a kind-hearted lady who unknowingly left a foot print in my heart..

to the late ms jasvir..

thank you so much for all the help and guidance throughout my years in college..

your little thoughts and help (such as purposely keeping the pointer every day for me to collect it, preparing laptop for me early in the morning without fail when you know there are external lecturers and etc) really touched me..

giving me suggestions when i have doubts..

you never fail to smile and make me smile too..

your departure is so sudden that many of us just can't accept it..

whether there was an negligence or not..

it doesn't matter..

i believe everything has a reason behind it..

the little dream i had on the day after i visited you gave me a big relief

whether it was subconsciously my hope or whether its real..

i just hope that you are happy and peaceful now..

may you rest in peace..

thank you for everything you have done..

midnight randomness

after so long since i last update my blog..

this is gonna be compilation of a few random thoughts at this moment..

i was pretty busy with assignments and posting for the past 1 month..

been rushing all my assignments as date due was changed last minute and a few unexpected events that happened..

when i was rushing my assignments with class mates..

i came to realized..plagiarism is really a big big issue..

may be i am a little blunt and "yat lok mok" in this context..

but it seriously did not come to me that 

copy paste assignment = my assignment..

sound so weird right?

how can i take credit of other people's work as mine?

but for some people..its perfectly alright and good..

some even think it's a smart choice to do it..

seriously i just dont feel its right and i dont get any satisfaction out of doing the assignment..

sigh...

worse thing is..some people who plagiarize dont even know how to plagiarize properly..

direct copy paste and only from one source and just hand the assignment in...

sigh..

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some superbug invaded my immune system again..

sometimes i felt like i am an old auntie who keep seeing doctor and get admitted few times a year..

hahaha..

no i did not get myself admitted again..don't worry..

just fell sick after some home-spread-virus among housemates..hahaha

so i am down again..

bad year for my health..

=/

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i realized there are few super drug which cures symptoms immediately..

hahaha..i just love them now..

for any allergic reaction or rashes..IV hydrocortisone 200mg will be perfect..

rashes will subside within a minute or 2..

awesome..

next..Voltaren suppositories..

cure fever with body aches and all very well..a suppository is good enough to subside all the symptom and reduce temperature within 10-20minutes..

super awesome..

ahahhaha..

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nursing..its about saving people's life and helping the sick going through tough time..

every patient who come to the hospital do not expect to be admitted and what more be potential to leave the hospital through a back door(mortuary)..

all they have in mind is just..i go to the hospital because i dont feel well and need medical attention..

some patients may come with 50-50 chances of survival because of their medical condition..

they came to us with fate and entire life in our hands..

(not only nurses..doctors too..but in this context focus more on nurses)

we are the eyes, the ears and the mouth for the patients..

we are trained to advocate what patient need and do our best to protect our patient's benefit..

but why do some nurses forget this fact?

is paper work that important?is your patient who have changes in breathing pattern not important for you?

deterioration of condition does not happen in a minute or two..

not all patient is that critical like in icu where the next moment everything change..

research have shown that majority of collapse patients has significant changes in the vital signs and general condition 8 hours before the collapse..

but why nobody detect any of it?

sad to say and see..

poor assessment..poor management..negligence..

if nurses have treat patient with more passion and care like their own blood relation..

all this will not happen..

every patient deserve a chance of living like any other human..

we are given a pair of hands to save lives and not to be murderer..

always do no harm to patients..

*very sad over a few incidents..=(*

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please appreciate people around us..

life is short and nobody can predict the future..

what if i sleep today and never wake up tomorrow?

life is unpredictable..

i sound so old at times..

maybe i am too exposed to life and death..

seeing people who miss their chance to fulfill their love one's living wish..

seeing people who regret not treating their love one well when they are still around..

all this makes me appreciate what i have..

my approach and opinion towards death also change totally..

seriously..appreciate and treat everyone well as you may not know what will happen tomorrow..