whOa..

you know what?

friends can treat you nicely when they need your help..

when they need a shoulder to cry on..people to listen to problems..

friends can be the best of people to hang out with when everything sails smoothly..

(just a general statement..i know there are real true friends who exist..=] )

friends can give you happiness and create a lot of memories in your life..

but 

friends can also insult you when they just don't like you going against their wishes and request..

(some horrible silly childish stupid request..=.=")

friends can also get angry just because you have other friends to attend to..out of jealousy..>.<

(btw..you don't own me..no one own me..)

friends can also give silent cold treatment when they have PMS or after a bad day..

friends can also scold you for minor things which "no-matter-how-much-you-try-to-think-how-it-is-related-to-them-but-fail" which they use as a reason to scold you..

friends can literally step on your self-confidence and "dominate" you mentally..

if you allow it to happen..

friends can do wonders to an individual..

colleagues can be the best people who understands your work stress and people at work..

colleagues can be people who help you out when you have heavy workloads..

colleagues can be your best of friends..

but..

colleagues can also be selfish enough to 'snatch' opportunities from you..

colleagues can also be people who step on your back in order to move up..

colleagues can also be people who make your day miserably miserable by being a dictator..

whoa..

human can be so ugly right?

hahahahah
sigh..suddenly sounds like there is no hope in the world..everyone is so fake..

hahahhaa

i'm actually aware of all the above long long time ago..

there are real friends and fake friends around everyone's life..

it is just that whether their mask still intact on their face or not..

and whether that someone realize the presence of the mask or not..

=/

sad to admit..i know who is true and who is fake..who is selfish..who is honest and can be trusted..

people might say i am silly to still treat them well..

i chose to accept them for who they are..

everyone is unique in their own way..

sigh..

disappointed and speechless..

sigh..

the most important thing..

thank you and buck off if you ever have the thought to control me like your puppet..

i am chew cheng im..

the one and only chew cheng im who have a limit in tolerating nonsense from freako..

yay!!